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Three Decades

09/24/2019

Three decades after taking first breath, it is quite the complex story of how I've gotten to this point. From being a shy, introverted child to the point where I've made peace with my truth seeking and realize what I must do in order to make the world a better place and do my share.

I don't know if many of you have been following mainstream news coverage concerning the Jeffrey Epstein case. This is not something recent and has been going on for possibly decades. The names implicated in such mess include politicians to very high up Hollywood stars and Elite that you have probably never heard of.

I know it's been a while since I've posted something. Being busy and meeting new people along with just riding the wave seems to make every day a unique experience. There are many things that the common human being does not know about. To the point they don't really question any of it. This does include all the food that you intake day by day....

I always seemed to be an artistic person. First with drawing as a child. I was always striving to be a perfectionist, get the highest and best grades. But never really dipped my toes in the water, in other art forms. I knew my English was pretty good but never really dedicated myself to write, for fun.

Chester

07/20/2019

I wasn't an avid fan of music probably until I was 16-17 years old. I would actually despise it. All the mainstream would play back in the early/mid 2000's was mainly pop (Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, N'SYNC) or Gangsta Rap (DMX, 50 Cent, etc) and I just wasn't into the music (At least they were actually what they said they...

Introvert

07/11/2019

Being an introvert really put an "invisible wall" in front of me. I was a shy person since I was a child and even in my adulthood, I still haven't fully settled into being too outgoing. It didn't hold me back academically though. I was one of the smartest kids in my classes. Even in high school my average would be above the 90's....

I didn't have a job until after I dropped out of College. I was working towards a degree in computer programming. I did manage to learn some forms of programming like MySQL to develop programs to run for companies and such. But I also felt I just didn't want to sit on my butt (Unhealthy) for 8 hours a day. ...

LOVE ≠ $3x

07/05/2019

Going back to a year back before starting to see the world differently, around 2011, I would try to be more outgoing and head to bars to drink my ass off. I would drink thinking in my mind that no one loved me and that would help me cleanse those sorrows away momentarily. I would wake up in the ER...

After suffering from anxiety and panic attacks, I was unable to sleep properly, had tension headaches that just would ache day and night. The more I dove into conspiracies, the more I started to see the other side of the coin. I wasn't just questioning the Government itself, but now it was getting much deeper.

As I kept on being anxious, depressed and not feeling myself at these times, I was prescribed Xanax and Prozac, which just aren't the best of pharmaceuticals to begin with. I'd have pressure headaches, and a means to not get anything done in these times. I started looking into conspiracy theories as pretty much nothing about the structure of...